It is coming up to the year anniversary of the death of a beloved family member who committed suicide and here is my understanding of what suicide is and does based on meditations and messages provided to me from Spirit.
Suicide is brought on by a thought and brain body that has become horribly imbalanced and unlike sickness or cancer there are no visible symptoms that lets loved ones know there is a problem.
The victim of suicide’s brain has become so imbalanced and has gone to such a painful and pain filled place that it cannot turn around nor away from its own demise.
The person who commits suicide is a victim of a horrendous disease that is like no other. There are no visible symptoms. There’s no lab tests that confirms what the disease is. There’s no lumps that appear to make one take notice of a illness. Often, there’s nothing until it’s too late.
When a soul passes into the world of Spirit due to suicide, this soul is held more gently, treated with more dignity, and regarded more kindly and loved more unconditionally than other souls who have died of different causes.
The victim of suicide’s soul is gently wrapped by the Angel’s arms. The demons known only to the suicide victim at the end of his or her pain filled life are completely removed and this soul now finally knows peace. This peace permeates this soul’s energy and this soul now knows more firmly the unconditional love of God and is embraced and held lovingly and gently.
The loved ones of the victim of suicide cannot blame themselves. They must move forward knowing the victim of suicide’s death was caused by dis-ease. The death was caused by a thought body and brain that couldn’t fight the pain any longer. The victim of suicide surrendered to a higher power.
The victim of suicide’s physical and emotional body couldn’t fight the battle any longer. He or she had no choice but to surrender and give their spiritual bodies back to God. There is no blame or shame in this. This is all part of the imperfect world we live in, and one of the magnificent and horrible outcomes of human’s ability to have and choose free-will.
To those who have lost a loved one due to suicide, please remember that if the angels knew what envy was, they would envy us humans and our ability to choose life or death.
The angels can and do see the torment of a suicide victim’s final hours. They can and do embrace this soul wholly and completely. And the angels will stand more firmly and lovingly with you as you grieve the loss of your loved one. Remember this and try, again and again to live your life knowing your loved one is well taken care of, well loved, and you can and will see him or her again.